To Ponder.......

Have truly forgotten why I am here. Was I told to be something? The memorys there,
but not quite clear. I struggle to define my life on the line, but it is over whelmed by
fear. I ask the question to all I have known, what do you become after your grown? Is
there a place I need to be, is there something I can see? Or is this just another question
blown? I look to the books from the first to the last, it lists not my future, and has
nothing of my past. The pages all turn, from this mental question burn, thats
searching out a movies cast. I look to the Church for guidance of my quest, but it
had an answer the same as the rest. "The answer my child is to love and be mild, for
this is your one and only true test". I looked to my Father, and asked him the same,
and further asked was he to blame? No son, I am not to blame, it is your life that you
must clam. The answer is simple, your body the temple, is where you must look to see. Then
let the soul find its goal, and that is the simple key.
More confused than before, I felt the shut of the door, and pondered on the steps by the front porch floor. I am what I am, and thats all that I am, what else could there be, just sit a little longer, and let me be me.